broken the clock ticks down the time draws near you already know what you don't want to hear you can't solve this puzzled mind you've never lost (there's always a first time) don't look back when you are free everything will burn with me i am set on self-destruct and the clock ticks down my time has come 5...4...3...2...1 just run just run from me i never lied i warned you then once more i try and i fail again all the hell that i put you through see what have i done to you i'm killing you, you must believe i will drag you down with me i am set on self-destruct and the clock ticks down 5...4...3...2...1 just run just run i am eating you alive save yourself because you can't save me you can fool yourself but tell me... at what price salvation? at what price salvation? tell me at what price salvation? tell me at what price salvation? save yourself because you can't save me i never lied i warned you then once more i try and i fail again all the hell that i put you through dear god what have i done to you? i'm killing you, you must believe i will make you burn with me i am set on self-destruct 5...4...3...2...1 just run just run i am eating you alive at what price will my salvation be? you can save yourself but you can't save me at what price salvation? tell me at what price salvation? tell me at what price salvation? save yourself because you can't save me you can't save me you can't heal me you can't help me you can't fix me i am broken

scary kitty crouched in a corner you patiently stalk me you watch in silence you wait for me slinking through shadow you think that i don't know coiled and twitching the tension is maddening wanting to claw me to leap out and maul me scratch me bite me love me fight me you fear yet adore me but still want to claw me under the table behind a chair you watch me with your cold stare i am the mouse you prey upon me i got to hide from scary kitty you're purring so sweetly whenever you greet me then without warning you're vicious and clawing scratch me bite me love me fight me rip me tear me stalk me scare me bite me scratch me try to catch me did you miss me? why won't you kiss me? did you miss me? won't you kiss me? under the table behind a chair you watch me with your cold stare i am the mouse - i slink you prey upon me i got to hide from scary kitty

 

belief once when i had faith in the world i thought people got what they deserved i was so young and so naïve now i've grown i've changed my mind the world and god are really not that kind but still i clung to my beliefs still i believed but when only a stone says you were here (has it been that long?) these years have passed but i'm still in disbelief in disbelief and all the times i've been betrayed they take my soul and they throw it away and once again i am deceived and i bleed i bleed you tell me what is justified how fair is love or war when children die? is there no hope and no relief? when right is oft repaid with wrong i guess the meek will never beat the strong so much for faith and my beliefs do i believe? i believe... i believe i believe i believe in what i see do i believe?

in two i am split in two sometimes i want to be a saint i wanna wallow in my sleaze one minute i'm a goddess and the next a bitch, diseased today i want to save the world and tomorrow watch it burn i come by my lessons painfully then forget all that i've learned when i want to i want to i want to when i want to i want to i know what i want i want everything i know what i want i want nothing i want to make you happy then beat the smile from your face i will become your downfall and your saving fucking grace i want to be a virgin i want to fuck you 'til you bleed i will worship you then spit in your face i don't want who i need but i want you i want you i want you when i want you i want you i know what i want i want everything i know what i want i want nothing i wish for happiness when my mind becomes my hell but sometimes there's comfort in my pain 'cause i know it so well i want to slay the demons that still haunt me day and night but sometimes i'm grateful for my fear it reminds me i'm alive but i hate to i hate to i hate to but i hate to be afraid no matter who you think you see it's only ever half of me inside my head is deafening please help me all i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop all i want is for this to stop i need all this to stop please god just make it stop god damn it never stops fuck me just make it… and i pray for some silence why am i two i's? the pain is slowly killing me the war that others cannot see it's what i go through 'cause i am in two i am split in two